Archive for July, 2006

Lagunya Bu Hilton

Wednesday, July 26th, 2006

Gw mengepost lirik ini karena dalam sminggu terakir bisa jadi most heard song dikuping gw -_-..

Stars Are Blind

by Paris Hilton

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
'Cause I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do

Those other guys they want to take me for a ride
But when I walk they talk of suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside and I'm satisfied
Oh, no, ohohoh...

[Chorus]
Even all the gods are crazy
Even all the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby, I'm perfect for you

I could be you confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends

Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
I and I alone
Oh, no, ohohoh...

[Chorus]
Even all the gods are crazy
Even all the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby, I'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
It might be revealing
We could get physical
Oh, no...
No, no

[Chorus]
Even all the gods are crazy
Even all the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
(Let's see what love can do)
Baby, I'm perfect for you
(Baby, I'm perfect for you)

Even all the gods are crazy...
Even all the stars are blind...
Even all the gods are crazy...
Even all the stars are blind...

Sayangnya bahkan dengan logika sekucrit apapun masih ada bbrapa cewe yg merasa lagu ini sangat aneh, kePDan terutama,, sayang IQ kok gak bediri ya?hehe,Paris.. Cape de…-________-;;

Lagunya Bu Hilton

Wednesday, July 26th, 2006

Gw mengepost lirik ini karena dalam sminggu terakir bisa jadi most heard song dikuping gw -_-..

Stars Are Blind

by Paris Hilton

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
'Cause I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do

Those other guys they want to take me for a ride
But when I walk they talk of suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside and I'm satisfied
Oh, no, ohohoh...

[Chorus]
Even all the gods are crazy
Even all the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby, I'm perfect for you

I could be you confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that's not what you want
If tomorrow the world ends

Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
I and I alone
Oh, no, ohohoh...

[Chorus]
Even all the gods are crazy
Even all the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby, I'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
It might be revealing
We could get physical
Oh, no...
No, no

[Chorus]
Even all the gods are crazy
Even all the stars are blind
If you show me real love, baby
I'll show you mine
I can make it nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
(Let's see what love can do)
Baby, I'm perfect for you
(Baby, I'm perfect for you)

Even all the gods are crazy...
Even all the stars are blind...
Even all the gods are crazy...
Even all the stars are blind...

Sayangnya bahkan dengan logika sekucrit apapun masih ada bbrapa cewe yg merasa lagu ini sangat aneh, kePDan terutama,, sayang IQ kok gak bediri ya?hehe,Paris.. Cape de…-________-;;

Sisi Lain Soe

Tuesday, July 25th, 2006

Gw tau kenapa Gie benci banget sama kehidupan yang penuh dengan gengsi, iba banget sama ketidak adilan sampai merelakan segala - galanya demi perjuangan heroik seperti yang dia lakuin. Karena,, dia adalah korbannya. Tau kenapa gw bilang gitu? Pertama, berapa banyak sih orang yang peduli sama kehidupan Gie? Ayahnya? Ibunya? Keluarganya, sesuai dgn interpretasi film AMild, ga ada yang sebegitu pedulinya sama apa yang Gie lakuin, malah pinter2 digebukin tmnnya.  Temennya sendiri, Han, pun diambil PKI. Kebayangkan gimana rasanya sahabat loe SATU SATUNYA diambil ormas gak jelas, tau apa juga Gie ttg komunisme taun itu. Sampai akirnya dia mengecap PKI itu jelek, dendam pribadi. Selain itu, ketertarikan dia sama keadilan dan kebenaran susah banget diterima di masyarakat. Tau ga gimana dikata2innya dia sbg org Cina oleh orang2 yang dia bela sendiri. Dia Korban. Korban ketidakpedulian lingkungannya, korban ketidakpedulian pemerintah terhadap cendekiawan dari golongan tertentu, korban dari kebutaan dewi keberuntungan, Fortuna.

Sama aja halnya sama semua orang, mayoritas org melakukan apa yg dunia lakukan kepadanya, sebagian lagi melakukan kebalikannya untuk menyatakan eksistensinya. Mengapa kini org memuja2 Soe padahal mungkin dulu ia dianggap orang aneh berbicara mengenai keadilan? Soe melakukan hal yang kebalikan dari yang lingkungannya lakukan, yang saya akui baik, tapi tidak pernah jelas apakah itu alsan murni dari niat baik atau sekedar menunjukan bahwa ia hidup pada jalan benar yang seharusnya dihidupi oleh semua orang, mencari ketenaran atas nama pemberontakan.

Masih banyak lagi kesalahan - kesalahan dunia dalam menilai suatu kebenaran. Mengapa? Karena masih selalu ada 2 sisi dari tiap cerita,, tidak, bahkan lebih,, sisi yang tidak pernah terpikirkan kala kamu duduk santai diatas gedung bertingkat melihat cahaya malam keramaian kota.

Ria

(Semua isi blog ini hanya unek2 semata, bukan bahan refrensi, tidak pernah dimaksudkan dari hati, lagipula saya mendukung perjuangan alm Soe Hok Gie dalam menurunkan rezim orba)

HarusKah Saya Menyerah?

Sunday, July 23rd, 2006

Untuk sekian kalinya gw dihadapkan bahwa cinta tu nyebelin, mbingungin, ngeselin dan emang bener-bener bukan buat gw..

Pilihannya adalah apakah gw harus tetap strugle buat achieve apa yg slama ini gw perjuangkan

Atau berhenti disini, go back to my seat and books, sebelum akibatnya tambah buruk buat gw

Geez.. if only he wasnt like who he really is..

if only he told me he had wanted me in the first place

if only i wasnt so stupid to trust anyone anymore

it wouldnt be this hard..

this clear..

Disaster-ous Week-end

Sunday, July 23rd, 2006

Huff,, it’s been long since the last time i post a post (iya lah,, apa lagi??) here,, hehe.. Lot’s been thru,, but less time to type,, things getting hactic lately, and it’s really really disturbing if i may say.. First i got a problem with my mom,, i dunno,, lately im being over sensitive i think,, is it my period time already? hff,, dunno.. And the second thing is that i hate to be in a state of too much uncertainties.

Okay, first of all let me tell u what had happened in my prev weekend. U see, i had this plan to go to PIM and i really longed for it becuz it’s the only motivator for me to go thru the rest of the week, but unfortunately,, it didnt go as well as how ive expected it to be. I found that the only guy that ive expected to be ‘a’ ‘right’ guy ( not ‘the’ right guy) wasnt really that right.. "I didnt throw any bail, but she came along"… shit man! I hate happy endings but it hurts even more to have a tragic accident in the middle of the story..

Diperburuk dengan kondisi fisik yg tidak fit gw agak2 sulit untuk menentukan langkah berikutnya,, jadi gw berpura2 tidak dengar kata2 mereka saja..

Sometimes it hurts not to know anything, but it hurts even more to know the thing that’s 180o the opposite of what u’re expecting,, in which we usually call with the truth..

I hate this journey,, cant i just come to one conclusion that love has never existed in the first place?

Please hurt me no more,, or just kill me, it’s better than to torture me slowly to death..

Gila,, kyk 2kali gw kena.. dan sisanya,, gak lebih dari ketololan pikiran gw menganggap bahwa ga semua cowo itu bajingan.

shit man.

i wont say

Tuesday, July 11th, 2006

(I Won’t Say) I’m In Love

by Disney

[Meg]
If there's a prize for rotten judgement,
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history,
Been there
Done that

[Muses]
Who'd ya think you're kidding?
He's the earth and heaven to ya
Try to keep it hidden, honey we can see right through ya
Girl ya can't conceal it
We know how you're feelin', who you're thinking of

[Meg]
Ooooh
No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no

[Muses]
You swoon, you sigh
Why deny it, uh oh

[Meg]
It's too...cliché I won't say I'm in love
(Oooooh ooooh oooh)

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when ya start out
My head is screaming "get a grip, girl!"
"Unless you're dying to cry your heart out!" Ooooh oooh

[Muses]
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feelin'
Baby, we're not lying, hon we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown up
When ya gonna own up that ya got, got, got it bad?

[Meg]
Woah
No chance, no way, I won't say it, no no

[Muses]
Give up, or give in
Check the grin, you're in love!

[Meg]
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love

You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

[Muses]
Girl, don't be proud, it's ok, you're in love

[Meg]
Ooooooh
At least out loud
I won't say I'm in....love

Tuesday, July 11th, 2006

Walopun filmnya aga2 mengecewakan,, yang penting lagunya bagus,, hehe..

Superman (It’s Not Easy)

by Five For Fighting

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me  Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie 'Bout a home I'll never see

It might sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well, it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a phony red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me 

Socializing

Friday, July 7th, 2006

People these days are living in such complicated life where words are meant to stay as words, and lies are as painful as a blunt knife. Just before, i went to a kindda amusement park (in which i suppose should have amused me) in the river (more likely to be a sea)-side. At first i knew i couldnt expect anything bazaar and ‘joyful’ would happen there,, but yea,, unfortunately it is what happened. I missed all the fun part,, all the fun rides just cuz sumthing i wasnt expecting, well.. lets hope that only my biological concerns that matters, not much.

The point is, there are troubles, problems heading along our ways, and most of them are the mistakes of understanding, patience and mindleading.. O yea,, one tips if u want to get ur self a girlfriend, find one who has a ‘Liberal mind’, you know,, most of those possesif and over-protective-too-wide-captivity-very-narrow-free-space girl are unlikely to have too much attention for a dynamic-lifestyle guy (halaaaaaaaa) tae la, hehe.. Yea, cuz sometimes they get just too much of thoes heavy restrictions for their couple (as if im not)hehe,.

Jadi biar gampang mari saya ceritrakan sejara singkat apa yang terjadi,, ah,, tp ngga ah,, ntar ada oknum2 yang tersinggung lagi,, hehe..taelah..

Bottom line is: ternyata bersosialisasi itu melelahlan ya,, cape ati, cape badan, cape smuanya dah..

BUT… (sumtimes this word aint that bad)

dari bersosialisasi, lu jd bs lebi tau ttg karakter orang itu,,networking lu jadi bagus, n so on n so forth..

Hmhm,,ada teman baru yg lucu ni,, tp sayang,, dah punya ce kyknya,, (selalu) hff,, gpp de,mengagumi saja

Testimonial penggila COklaT

Thursday, July 6th, 2006

Changes, Not, and Love

Wednesday, July 5th, 2006

Do you remember jack n kelly osbourne’s song about changes? Gosh, i guess they were rite you know,, even the newest person uve just met, i mean after sum talks and chitchats could change just in a day. Maybe one solution is to ask, why? what happend to you? But the thing is uve just known them, it just doesnt feel rite to ask that, as if u’re the know-it-all person. But, somehow, u miss that new old new person.. you dont know,, you just miss em..

Well, lifes gotta move on with things that mattters rite?  At first uve put em outta ur mind cuz logically, they’re the 150 thoughts that really matters, but sudenly, it pops rite in ur mind! dont know where is it from, how it could be there, it eventually just did! "Voila, you’re in love missy.." NO!! it’s wrongg! (at least i think it’s wrong),, never think that just as easy as thinking someone means that ure in love, and never listen to anyone (thx Mr.Rob),, ure not in love!, remember that,,

"im not in love//so dont forget//its just a silly phase im going thru…"

See? Even composer and writers support that theory,, hehe..Joyful feeling doesnt have to come from love of eross,, even as simple as enjoyin everything that ure doing could bring u hapiness too..

and the word crush is different with love.. if ure in love, u definetly are in crush with sumbody,, but if ure in a crush,, doesnt always have that love feeling..

Hate to say this, but, you are on your own..